Axis Mundi

The needle skips again:
Stuck and scratching static
At the end of this familiar groove.
My record rotates once more:
An undulating black sea,
A wobbling vinyl orbit.
Repeating the endless mantra of my foundational wound,
The bi-polar dance of every subsequent relationship.

I know this-
The love sought is within and without.
Yet habit seeks it still in this no-mans land:
In the oldest and deepest neural canyon.
Traipsing back and forth looking at the ground,
Thirsting for a sky,
That all the while shines,
With infinite and unconditional light,
Just above me,
Waiting.

I stop in my tracks...
Now, dare I
Raise my eyes?